What a surprise I’m risen with uncontrolled urge
A move never wanted yet desires surge
Fast mind wants to surpass promises made,
Brushing aside ideals of self reliance await,
To tread fast into a matted expectation web
Blooms and trees all intently pull me back
Each bud peeps with many questions in sack
I want to have everything that exists around
It’s not possible yet my weak heart pounds
Alike tides set deep into momentary ebb!
Cause is not known except unsolicited madness
Rushing from one point to numerous in sadness
O solace calm, peace of heart come to rest in me!
Make me wise and content in what ought to be!
Shama Sinha7.9.23